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Friday, December 21, 2012

Release Day: A Life Filled with Awesome Love; The Importance of Cars in Fiction


Today is the release of "A Life Filled with Awesome Love." You can find it here at the publisher, or here on allromanceebooks.com. It's going to be in most places where e-books are sold, but I know it's already up on these two already. The other photo below of the 1959 Lincoln is here for a reason. I wanted to show how I think it's important sometimes to get into descriptions of cars in more detail in fiction.

In the early 90's there was a novel published by author Mona Simpson...half sister of Steve Jobs whom he didn't meet until later in his life...titled, "Anywhere But Here." They also made the book into a popular film. I loved both book and film. But the thing that drew me to the novel at the time was that there was a photo of a big Lincoln Continental on the book cover. That might sound silly to some, but this was a new novel by a debut author and that cover caught my eye and I bought the book for that reason. At the time, I knew nothing about the author. Since then, they've redesigned the cover and the Lincoln is gone....a shame and pure cover fail. In the film they used an older Mercedes instead of a Lincoln and that spoiled the story a little for me.

In a recent book I read by Debbie Macomber, there was a long cross country road trip. And even though I liked the book, in spite of the fact that I wanted to push one character off a cliff, I was disappointed that Macomber didn't get into any detail at all about the car they would be driving across country. Basically, it was described as a rental car. But no actual details, and I have a feeling I know the reason why. With the exception of Mona Simpson, because the Lincoln was so important to the storyline, I find most women authors (and maybe readers) don't care all that much about cars. A car is a car. It's something that provides transportation. And unless there's something vital about that car to the storyline (Anne Tyler does this well) most never mention much about cars at all. There's nothing wrong with that on the surface.

But the thing is, men love cars, especially gay men. I know one gay publisher who blogs and writes about his vintage car collection all the time. I have so many gay friends in antique car clubs I can't even count them. And every year around September there's a huge parade of gay men driving their vintage cars up and down Commercial Street in Provincetown. And Tony and I are no exception. In the past twenty years we've had two Jeeps, four Mercedes, Two Jags, and we're thinking about a Mini Cooper right now. I'm always on the hunt for the prefect vintage Lincoln. I've never had a BMW, and I want one. I could go on, but you get my point. Men love cars.  In fact, because a lot of gay men don't have kids and all the expenses that go along with kids they can afford to indulge in things like cars. And they do.



And I'm always left so disappointed when I'm reading a novel that doesn't at least give out the smallest details about a car. Men do think of cars as more than just transportation. In some ways cars define us to a certain degree. Not completely. I'm not that shallow. But there is something to it. The personality of someone who drives a Prius is most likely going to be very different from the personality of someone who drives a big Cadillac Escalade. And I think that's important in fiction, too.

I'm not saying a car in a novel has to be described down to the last fiber. But at least name the make, year, and model. As I stated earlier, Anne Tyler did this well in one of her books where she gave the MC a vintage Stingray (with the divided rear windshield), and that small detail made the character, and it helped move him forward in the plot of the story, too, at the end of the book.

I'm not saying only women authors ignore cars in fiction (obviously Tyler and Simpson didn't, so don't get the wrong idea). I've seen male authors do it, too. But in most cases, like with Macomber's book, it would have added another layer to the story for men...and women...who happen to think little details about cars are important. As a side note, I love the cover for "A Life Filled with Awesome Love." But if I had self-published this one, and I had been designing the cover on my own with full control, I would have focused more on the 1959 Lincoln that's mentioned in the story. I don't know if readers notice this, but the covers I've designed for my self-published books are vastly different from the ones designed by the publishers. "A Sign From Heaven Above"is a good example. I designed that, without a cover artist. And I made that pick up truck stand out for a reason. I made that guy look like he was praying for a reason.

In this story, "A Life Filled with Awesome Love," a 1959 Lincoln is featured. I don't get into much about the car. But I did think it was important enough to the storyline to add that small detail and to ask the cover artist to work the Lincoln into the cover. I'm sure she did her best, and if you look closely you'll see the word "Continental" there (under his arm :). You might have to strain a little, though. The one MC is meeting the guy he's going to live with for the first time and he's not sure about him. But when he sees the guy drive up in a l959 Lincoln, it eases a lot of his fears. As it turns out, the car does not completely represent this character, but it does give the other character something to hold on to in the beginning of the story.

In any event, I don't think it was life or death for Macomber to go into more detail about the car in her book. I liked the book anyway...even though that one thing disappointed me. But I do think that when writing about men, and gay men, it is important to take cars into consideration. And if the gay male character is one of those earthy vegan simple boy types who doesn't care about cars, that's important to mention, too. It explains something important about the character's personality. And it's a detail I often find left out of most novels. Think Jonathan Franzen. He usually mentions a car or two and with that one little detail we get a better image of the character.

Here's the blurb for ALFWAL. It is a vintage story and it is a cowboy/western. I'll post more excerpts in the future. This one is longer than most of my short stories. It runs about 12,000 words, which I think is a little too long for a short story. But this time it called for it.

It’s 1959 and young Travis Swanson discovers that living in the same small Montana town where he grew up is suffocating. So he devises a long term plan to get out of his situation and change his circumstances, but there aren’t that many options for men like him and he has to settle for the best thing that comes along. In his case, this comes in the form of an advertisement at the back of a rodeo magazine. He answers an unusual ad for a ranch hand job in Western Montana and finds himself communicating with a cowboy named O’Dell Johnston. After a series of letters pass between them Travis decides to take the job and move into O’Dell’s house. But he soon learns that although some things are better than he expected and O’Dell is an articulate lover, some things just don’t make sense. And Travis is not sure he can live with a man who has so many secrets, won’t install central heat, and rarely ever discusses his past…a past that includes the mysterious deaths of the two young ranch hands before Travis.





Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Martha Stewart's Regret; Jobs (Film); Hot Gynecologist; Obama at Bookshop

Martha Stewart's Regret

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When I released the first book in the Second Chance series last week, I had a lot of people tell me about regrets in life they've had, and how it would be interesting to get a second chance. So when I saw this article with video about Martha Stewart's one big regret I thought I'd post it as a good example of how everyone has one or two things they might want to change about their lives, if given a second chance.

Stewart also has a new book out. You can read more here, and there are links about the book.

As for Second Chance ('s) I've decided to release one more second chance Christmas story before the holidays, which I'll be posting about very soon.

You can find my first book in the Second Chance series here.

Jobs (film)

When I read the bio about Steve Jobs a year or so ago I posted about it here. One of the things about Jobs I've always found interesting was that his sister, Mona Simpson, wrote one of my favorite novels of all time back in the 80's...Anywhere But Here. Jobs didn't know Simpson was his sister until later in life because he'd been put up for adoption. And I find it fascinating that two siblings who never knew each other growing up, and lived completely separate lives, would both wind up doing great things. Coincidence? I don't think so. But I never get metaphysical here on the blog (unless I'm casting a curse on a book reviewer :) and I'm not going to start now.

As you can see from the link above, I kept my book review for the Jobs bio short and sweet. So I'm going to do that with the film, "Jobs," too. I loved it. I thought they captured the early years perfectly. I thought Ashton Kutcher portrayed Jobs better than anyone I can imagine off hand. And I thought the tech angle was handled well for people who don't understand much about techology but know enough to understand how Steve Jobs did, indeed, change the world. It's not a love story and it didn't have the typical Hollywood guy gets girl angle. The relationships in Jobs' life were played down and the focus was more about his business and how hard he worked for perfection. And that really was what he was all about from what I've read over the years. Not everyone is wired to sit on the front porch swing and enjoy the sunset and all those simple things in life we're always told mean so much. And thank God some aren't, otherwise we'd all still be reading print books and rolling up car windows manually.

Here's a great link where you can read 10 things about Steve Jobs you didn't know. It's totally unrelated to the film, but there are a few interesting points, Mona Simpson is mentioned, and the comment thread is filled with some of the most glorious cyber-idiots I've seen in a long time.

Here's one comment I found amusing, because the blogger deleted a comment for use of profanity and because he wanted to keep the comment thread civil. Evidently, "Joe," didn't like that. He thinks blog comments are about free speech.

 Blocking an IP for someone using profanity? Seems way overboard and knee jerk to me especially for someone that forgives a liar, thief, and dead beat dad. I guess making money negates all of that.

Hot  Gynecologist

This link is as short and sweet as my review of the Jobs film, but it's worth checking out. There's a pictorial of one of the hottest gynecologists on the planet, Manuel Rico.

It states he's also the 2010 Spanish Beauty King.

You can read more here. I wish I could share at least one pic, but we're living in dangerous times with photo sharing and copyrights. It's not like any of these photos will ever make anyone a great deal of money, and yet they hold onto the copyrights as if they're holding the secrets of the holy grail.

I think I need an appointment with Rico. I'm having pelvic pain.

Obama at Bookshop

I think I remember reading the President did the same thing last year with his daughters, around Thanksgiving. In any event, he went to a brick and mortar bookshop last weekend, again, with his kids, and took advantage of a photo-op.

President Barack Obama celebrated Small Business Saturday by taking his two daughters on a trip to the Washington, DC bookstore Politics and Prose.

What surprises me most is that these things are always well-planned. They are always set up for various reasons, most of which are security. And with all the recent issues dealing with the government healthcare web site (I got very lucky and my health insurance was not canceled, so I'm safe for now) I was surprised to see Obama at a brick and mortar bookshop, and with his kids. I think his daughters are young adults now. And if they are anything like the young adults in my family they are reading their books on tablets, phones, or dedicated e-readers. That's what people their age do. Or in some cases even laptops...now considered the old fashioned way. So why Obama would go to a brick and mortar bookshop instead of a radio shack franchise (or any small tech shop) to buy an e-reading device suggests his staff might be a little out of touch with Americans, and it also might suggest it's one reason why our government can't launch a viable web site like Amazon, or even Sears. But I could be wrong about that. I'm not very political and I haven't even looked at the government web site once. I just think it makes the President look a little dated (out of touch) to be seen in a brick and mortar bookshop, and I think it would have been better for his image if his staff had suggested a trip to a tech store this year. Please keep comments civil on this issue. I don't have anything against the President, or brick and mortar bookshops. But I do wonder about the people Obama surrounds himself with.  














Tuesday, June 4, 2013

John Irving Wins Lambda Award: Actor Learning to Love; Week's Bestselling Indies




(Update: Lambda finally posted winners here. )

(Update II: This may be insignificant, but I think it's interesting to note that several Lethe Press books won in several categories. The reason why it's interesting is because owner of Lethe Press, Steve Berman, went on an epic rant about the LLF and the Lambda awards not too long ago. You can read about that here. I'll bet you won't read THAT update anywhere else online today.)

In order to find out the winners of the 2013 Lambda Awards, I had to go to wiki to find a list. I don't know why nothing's been published anywhere else yet, or maybe I missed it. But this is the best I could do with a simple search. I was thrilled to see that a book I read and reviewed when it was first released by John Irving won in the bisexual category, In One Person. I have never read a book that gave a more accurate and detailed account of what it's like to die from AIDS before. You can read my review here.

Of course this explanation of what attracts Billy as a bi-sexual is vital to the story with respect to how he managed to avoid being infected with the AIDS virus. If I go into more detail here I run the risk of another spoiler, so I'll stop while I'm ahead. But I do want to say this one thing. This account of what actually happened during the height of the AIDS epidemic is the most accurate I have ever read in fiction. Irving either did a great deal of research, or he experienced all this for himself, because I know for a fact that he nailed it with perfection, from the Hickman catheter to PCP pneumonia. And if you are young and you are LGBT you should read this novel just for the historical facts. You won't hear them anywhere else. I have over ninety published works out in the LGBT genre and I touch on these topics, but it's not a place I want to go into detail about because it's just too painful to revisit.

Although I'm not always thrilled with the LLF, especially because they don't allow digital books to be entered in the Lambda Awards...as if digital books aren't even real books...I do think they are important to the LGBT community and I think they finally got this one right with John Irving.

You can read the winner list in full here. I haven't read any of the other books, and probably won't.

And, as a side note, I read John Irving's book, In One Person, in *digital* format, not print, on my iPhone the day it was released.

Most Discussed Books this Week

The most discussed book this week is Dan Brown's "Inferno." It's interesting because I recently downloaded a copy from audible.com and I haven't had a chance to listen to it yet. Tony and I have a seminar in Philadelphia on Thursday and I think I'll listen to it in the car on the way down.

The most talked-about book in April was also the most talked-about book in May. According to our monthly chart on books trending in social media, provided by CoverCake, Dan Brown’s Inferno is again cropping up in the majority of online conversations centered on books. Jeff Costello, CoverCake’s v-p of client services, said he thought the novel got a boost from a public relations blitz at the beginning of the month, following its mid-month publication. While comments about Inferno have been mixed, Costello said that “people are definitely talking about this book.”

The article also goes on to mention a few other books people are talking about, and there are a few familiar names on the list I read often.

The Actor Learning to Love

My new release in the Bad Boy Billionaire series, The Actor Learning to Love, is out today. I've posted about it here with excerpts. I don't have any links yet, but I will update later today. Update: Here's the publisher link.

The actor is the bad boy billionaire who hires someone to stay in his NY penthouse and care for his exotic parrot...a talking parrot he inherited from an ex-boyfriend who couldn't put up with the bad boy actor.

The guy the actor hires to live in the penthouse for one year is Rory, and Rory has a young son and they recently moved out of their Brooklyn apartment. The reason they moved out is because Rory just went through another divorce and he's fed up with love, marriage, and men altogether.

It seems like the perfect arrangement, but the bad boy actor has ulterior motives that involve Rory and his son. I won't give out any spoilers, but this is the first time I've ever worked the attacks on the World Trade Center into a novel (you can see the twin towers in the background on the cover)...it's also the first time I've ever written a strong lesbian theme into the subplot.



Indie Bestseller List from Galleycat

Here's list of self-published books that made several bestseller lists this week.

To help GalleyCat readers discover self-published authors, we compile weekly lists of the top eBooks in four major marketplaces for self-published digital books: Amazon, B&N, Apple iBookstore and Smashwords. You can read all the lists below, complete with links to each book.

I still find it amazing that I'm now seeing bestseller lists for self-pubbed books. Even though I've self-pubbed several of my own it's not something I ever could have predicted ten years ago. Notice how they mention digital books, not print books.

I'm going to be publishing more posts on indie publishing over the summer from my own personal experiences. And one of the angles I'm going to take is how some authors need to self-publish now in order to survive. I love small e-publishers, all of them. I don't have any issues on a personal level and I will continue to support and promote them as much as I can. But I find issues in a general sense that go across the board. These are the issues that prompted me to self-publish my first indie book over a year ago, and I'm going to start talking about them more.

Authors are going to be put in the position of learning to manage their own careers more and more in the future. If you're lucky enough to have a great agent, that will make the difference. But for those who work unagented like me, it's important to know what's right for you. I had one e-publisher once tell me that I was getting too much exposure. I didn't buy that then, and I don't buy that now. In fact, Joe Konrath recently talked about this on his blog, and I happen to agree with him 100% on this topic. How can a genre author ever have too many books out and get too much exposure? I'm Ryan Field, not Ryan Seacrest. The more books I have out for my readers, and the better I can price those books, the happier my readers are going to be. But you see small e-publishers can't compete that way. They are promoting a stable of authors, not just one or two. And the individual authors finds himself or herself in a precarious position, especially an author who is able to release more than eight books and stories a year.

So I will be going even more independent this summer and I will be self-publishing more books and stories on my own. And I'll go into as much detail as I can about why and how I'm doing it for those who might be interested.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

New Release: The Ivy League Rake...Bad Boys of Harvard Yard


Update #3: I feel like Barry Eisler with all these updates, but here's one for Amazon now where The Ivy League Rake can be found in digital or in print.

Update #2: Here's the link I promised. This is to the ravenous romance web site where the book is priced at 4.99. I think that's discounted from other retail web sites. But I will post Amazon links, too.

Update: Still don't have a link because of web site issues. I will post something as soon as I get it.

"The Ivy League Rake" is the first book in the Bad Boy Billionaire series I've been working on for Ravenous Romance. As a series, the concept is focused on full length stand alone books with different characters. The book after this is "The Wall Street Shark," and I'm working on "The Vegas Shark" right now. It's been a challenge to take the traditional romantic concept of "rakehell" and apply it to a modern gay romance. Those who have known or dated these bad boy rakes will know what I'm talking about.

The part of the "rakehell" concept I find most interesting is how we always want to change them and turn them into the perfect men. In reality most of us know that's never going to happen, and yet we still try time and again. But in fiction, where anything can happen, sometimes there are happy endings.

Here's the plot description:

Elroy Donahue, the spoiled heir to a billion dollar ice cream fortune, must get a degree from Harvard in order to gain control of the family fortune. Thankfully, what he lacks in academic skills he makes up for in looks, personality, and a deep seated desire to get what he wants no matter how he has to do it.
Then humble Kyle Sparrow comes along and changes everything. Kyle’s an excellent student, he’s grateful to be at Harvard on an academic scholarship, and he’s never been promiscuous. When Elroy discovers Kyle is his new roommate, he immediately begins to figure out ways to seduce him.

But Kyle isn’t like the other guys Elroy has known in the past. He wants love; he craves emotion. For the first time in his life, Elroy is not only rejected, he’s forced to examine his careless lifestyle and take responsibility for his actions. The harder he tries to do the right thing the more he fails.

Will Elroy’s thoughtless attitude discourage Kyle? Or will Kyle turn out to be the only man on the planet who can transform this billionaire bad boy into the man he knew he could always be?

The book will be released today sometime, but I'm not sure exactly when. And when I get links I'll update this post. But "The Ivy League Rake" will be on Amazon and all other retail web sites where e-books are sold as soon as possible. As a sidenote, after publishing four e-books on my own, I now understand why it's sometimes difficult to get a set time for an e-book launch. Some web sites take longer than others, and you're never really sure.

Here's a short excerpt that won't be published anywhere for free other than here. It shows how they develop a mutual sense of humor as they build their sometimes tumultuous relationship.


Kyle agreed to go shopping as long as they went to discount department stores where clothes didn’t cost a fortune. This passed Elroy by. If someone had offered to buy him new clothes he would have gone to the most expensive designer boutiques in Boston. When they walked into the discount store Kyle had chosen, Elroy looked around and rubbed his jaw. He’d never even been to a place like this. The people all seemed so downtrodden and dreary it depressed him. The lights were harsh, the floors scuffed, and the people who worked there wore name tags. For Elroy, these were stores people passed on their way to the good stores.
It turned out to be an education for Elroy. When he saw that most of the clothing wasn’t all that different from what he usually shopped for in more trendy shops, he went to work selecting simple classic things for Kyle. And when he glanced at the price tag for a pair of beige chinos and saw they were only twenty-five dollars, he scratched his head and said, “I just paid two hundred bucks for a pair of pants just like this in Boston.”
He wound up getting Kyle a few basic outfits he could wear anyplace without looking unusual, including a warm black pea coat and a few mock turtleneck sweaters. He would have bought him a few suits and ties and some formal wear but Kyle refused. He said he had no intention of going anywhere formal in the immediate future and when he did need something formal he would buy it himself. “I’m here to study and learn, not to run around trying to keep up with the most important social circles in Harvard,” was how he’d put it. So Elroy found solid colored polo shirts, faded jeans, and chinos without pleats. He didn’t mention this to Kyle, but he liked the way the chinos hugged his ass. They made Elroy want to bang him even more. Along with the outfits he bought for Kyle, he wound up buying six pairs of pants for himself because he couldn’t resist the prices.
While they were in the fitting room trying pants on, he offered to share a fitting booth with Kyle and help him change his pants. Kyle smiled and declined. But Elroy did have a little fun to Kyle’s chagrin. He couldn’t resist the temptation. Kyle had finished trying on pants and he was waiting for Elroy outside the fitting room. While he waited, in a store filled with other people browsing through racks, Elroy walked out of the dressing room wearing nothing but a pair of tight red boxer briefs in front of everyone. The underpants were so tight his junk resembled a sack of walnuts. Kyle’s back faced the fitting room entrance. Elroy walked up behind him in nothing but the red underwear, tapped him on the shoulder, and asked, “How do these look? Are they too tight?”
A woman pushing a baby stroller took one look at Elroy’s junk, turned around fast, and walked in the other direction.
Two young guys in hoodies stopped and gaped for a moment.
One woman in her sixties giggled.  
An older man with gray hair took one look at Elroy in the red underwear and licked his lips.
Another older guy carrying a man-purse tripped over his own feet and knocked over a necktie display.
Kyle turned and stared at him for a moment. With a deadpan expression, he looked Elroy up and down and said, “They make your penis look small.”
Elroy sent him a smile and said, “I knew there was hope for you.”


Friday, February 6, 2015

SNL Rejections & Lit Agents; Gay Meccas Disappearing; Gay Man Who Never Orgasm-ed; Broad City on Anal Intercourse

SNL Rejections & Lit Agents

When I ran across this article about how Lorne Michaels regrets some of the talent he originally rejected for SNL, I couldn't help thinking about publishing, writers, books, and literary agents. And Michaels did, indeed, reject a few people who went on to become successful in spite of the rejection. It's really a very honest, humble article about how gatekeepers sometimes miss talent.

He said this:

Longtime producer of "Saturday Night Live," Lorne Michaels, is opening up about the people he regrets passing on casting -- and they're big names now.

Michaels passed on casting Steve Carell, Jim Carrey, Stephen Colbert and Lisa Kudrow, and he told The Hollywood Reporter that those are the names he kicks himself over now. 


So, why did he say no? Michaels said he wasn't at Carrey's audition, but a colleague said he wouldn't like Carrey.


You can read the rest here.

What does this have to do with literary agents, you ask? Well, in over twenty years...pushing twenty five...I have seen literary agents reject talent, books, and writers that have gone on to become wildly successful. Big books like The Help have been rejected by agents and there are plenty more examples that could fill this page. It happens. Not every book or writer is going to resonate with every literary agent. It's understandable. However, I have NEVER once seen, not in all these years, a humble literary agent actually come out and admit he or she REGRETS passing on a book, or that he or she may have made a mistake.


Gay Meccas Disappearing

This article comes from a gay man in West Hollywood who is running for city council. You can read more about him at the link below.

Basically, he writes about West Hollywood being one of the last remaining gay meccas as if WeHo invented the gay mecca. I'm not being snarky about that, and I love WeHo. But he's obviously never heard of places like New Hope, PA, Provincetown, MA, and Wilton Manors, FL. Not to mention the many other places where gay people have settled and built their own communities through the years. It doesn't all begin and end with New York and LA, especially not anymore.

It's not that he's totally off base, but I think everything in this piece could be questioned. In other words, he's spot on with the problem...if this is a problem for people who have invested their money in property in WeHo...he just doesn't have a viable solution. The key word being viable.

The fact is that gay residents and the businesses they own are being priced out. Some say this trend isn’t real, that it isn’t happening, but when you look at the fact that a one-bedroom apartment at The Huxley, a new development on the east side (the less developed side of West Hollywood) now costs $2,300, it’s hard to come to that conclusion. When you look at the fact that various gay small businesses such as Block Party on Santa Monica Boulevard have had to move away or close down completely because it’s just too expensive to stay open, clearly there’s something wrong with the direction we’re going in.

Just these comments alone are interesting...compared to other parts of the country. The average residential rental here in New Hope, Bucks County, PA is about $2,500 a month. Commercial rent can range anywhere from $1,000 a month up to $6,000 depending on the location and size. And I'm being conservative about the high end. They do go higher for larger commercial spaces.

As I said, there are so many things about this piece that could be questioned, from the fact that the "gay ghetto" is disappearing as more gay men assimilate to the fact that many gay men/women have invested money in these gay meccas and the intention has always been to keep them as high end and upscale as possible. Take Provincetown, MA as an example. At one time you could go to P'town and spend a long week surrounded by gay people and it was relatively inexpensive. You could own property there, too. But that's all changed now and that began in the 1990's when wealthy gay investors starting renovating the entire town. For what you spend in P'town for one week now, you can probably travel to Europe and spend the same.

So there's a lot to this article that doesn't make total sense. And if gay places like WeHo have become so high end there is no more low rent housing available, it's because gay people with money to invest have been moving toward this for a long time. The same thing has been happening in Palm Springs.

In the wake of the U.S. Supreme Court’s likely decision in favor of nationwide marriage equality in June, people will be asking what the next frontier for our cause will be. I believe that new frontier will be the issue of rent, the issue of our gay housing crisis. This issue goes beyond legal rights or politics; it strikes at the heart of our culture, our identity, our soul. We must recognize and take action on this issue before it’s too late.

Frankly, I think the new frontier will be the issue of eliminating shame and removing the stigma of being gay so more gay people can come out. When I think of the future of LGBTI people, I don't think of old time hooded little outlets where gay people had to flock because they weren't safe anywhere else...or weren't welcome anywhere else. I think of gay people running for office, opening up businesses, and living ALL over the US just like everyone else. And that has nothing to do with gay culture and all to do with realizing total and complete equality.  It's not possible to have it both ways. If you want equality you have to be willing to be an equal in all respects. This is why it's actually illegal to advertise things like "All Gay Retirement Villages." That's called discrimination, because you can't turn away people who aren't gay.


You can read more here. The comments are fascinating because people get into a few things I noticed but I didn't even mention in my comments above.

Gay Man Who Never Orgasm-ed

This is almost as hard to believe as the article I linked to above, but I guess anything can happen.

There's a gay man who claims he's never had an orgasm. He's had sex, but never a real orgasm. I have a feeling there are a lot of literary agents who never had an orgasm, but I digress.

“My boyfriend has an orgasm almost every time we have sex, but I never do,” MissingOutOnTheBigO continues. “He thinks it might be because I am stressed from taking six classes this semester and have trouble winding down. Is there something wrong with me?”

Hold on..."almost every time we have sex." Does this mean the boyfriend doesn't orgasm all the time either? Not sure I get that. But you can read the rest here. There's a more clinical explanation of why this might happen I'm not qualified to comment on.

Broad City on Anal Intercourse

Speaking of orgasm and all things good, here's a link to an article about how the TV comedy show, Broad City, is dealing with the topic of anal intercourse as a topic of discussion.

Comedy Central’s Broad City is one of my favorite shows on TV if only because it’s a lot less cloying than Girls, but also because it’s genuinely hilarious. Last night, BFFs Ilana and Abbi tackled an issue near and dear to, well, someone’s heart: anal intercourse.

When Abbi finally gets a chance to hookup with her longtime crush — her hunky, bearish neighbor Jeremy — she’s surprised when he pulls out a dildo and strap-on, but being a modern cosmopolitan girl with not too many prospects, she’s game.

Here's a link, with photos that will make you smile. To be honest, I watched Broad City last night on demand and it's not something I would recommend as entertainment. I hated the characters and found the humor droll. But I could be wrong about that, and it is subjective.


The Rainbow Detective Agency




Monday, September 9, 2013

Authors Behaving Badly: New Hope Gay Marriage Saga

Authors Behaving Badly

In the past few years we've heard a great deal about authors behaving badly. There's even an acronym...BBA...badly behaving author. But this following list mentions a few alleged BBAs who aren't new authors, or even self-published authors, and I found the comments fascinating.

Here are just a few names mentioned. There are fourteen mentioned altogether, twelve of which are showcased in detail.

Jonathan Franzen:

While we love Franzen's work, he doesn't seem to be the friendliest guy in town. First, he insulted Oprah. Who insults Oprah?! When Oprah wanted to make "The Corrections" one of her book club picks, Franzen was insulted. He notes, “I think she was surprised that I wasn’t moaning with shock and pleasure." Um, why wouldn't you be? Oprah is about to make you rich. Jonathan Franzen thinks he's too good to have suburban housewives reading his books. To make matters worse, he wrote that horrible piece about Edith Wharton in the New Yorker that basically talked about how she hated other women because she was so ugly, so she only created tragic beautiful female characters. Yeah, Jonathan. We're sure that was the reason. Just totally undermine the first female author to win a Pulitzer for her fiction. Good job.

I've loved everything Franzen has ever written. But I do marvel at his luck sometimes. And while I do believe that we create our own luck for the most part, I also think there's something working in the metaphysical background for some people that most of us can't figure out. It's not every author who can write one book with bad sex scenes and annoying characters every ten years and make millions.

James Franco:

James Franco likes to call himself a part of the literary community, but unfortunately for him, they don't really seem to want him (in fact, it might be a stretch to call him a "famous author" in the first place. He's more "famous" and, in addition, an "author"). The LA Times recently ran a post called Will James Franco Please Stop? However, Franco insists that his undertaking so many artistic projects and trying to look like a renaissance man does not, in fact, make him a jerk. He told E! "If anyone wants to say that my doing these things makes me a jerk, that's not about me—that's about people reacting to me." We see both sides of this coin. However, we think it'd be one thing if writing poetry and novels was just a hobby of Franco's and he wasn't pursuing getting them all published. That's just obnoxious.

This one is tricky for me. Franco has done so many things I admire I just don't get him being called a BBA. In 2006 James Franco went to UCLA to get his degree. He took 62 credits a quarter, where the normal load is about 18 or 19. And for some that's even pushing it. He received his degree in 2008, and he never stopped acting during his time in school. He wrote his thesis under Mona Simpson, an author I've mentioned here before (she was Steve Jobs' sister, who didn't meet Jobs until many years later because Jobs had been put up for adoption...and she also wrote one of my favorite novels of all time, Anywhere But Here). And this is only a partial list of James Franco's credits. So I personally don't find him anything but inspirational. And I think calling him a BBA is really reaching too far.

As a side note, the author of this article made a few fundamental mistakes, which are all updated at the bottom of the post. I couldn't actually find a byline anywhere. You can read more here.

New Hope Gay Marriage Saga

I've been following the story of gay marriage and the Mayor of New Hope, PA, where I live, and it continues to devolve. I posted about this early last week. The gist of all this is that Mayor Keller of New Hope believes it's more important to follow the law than it is to question ethics and inequality. And even though a clerk in Montgomery County, PA, a few miles away from New Hope, has been issuing marriage licenses to same sex couples illegally, Mayor Keller refuses to honor those licenses and he refuses to perform same sex marriage ceremonies in New Hope because same sex marriage in Pennsylvania is illegal. Most legal analysts claim there is limited risk if Keller were to perform same sex marriages, and right now a judge is about to rule on what the clerk in Montgomery County did.

In any event, this was a recent article I read in a local newspaper about Keller.

On one side is the four-term Republican incumbent, Larry Keller, who supports legalization of same-sex marriage and recently declined to perform a wedding ceremony for a gay couple, citing Pennsylvania law, his oath of office and the legal advice of the borough's solicitor.

On the other side is the Democrat challenger, Donna Deely, who had said she would, if elected, perform such ceremonies and now says she would respect the decision of the state court system, whatever that might be.


At the end of the article, a very clever little small town journalist adds this:

A recent poll by Franklin and Marshall College found that 76 percent of respondents disapprove of elected officials ignoring laws with which they disagree.

The journalist must have looked for ages to find that piece of information. And, there is no mention of the types of laws. In other words, Keller is upholding a law that's not only unethical, but it is as steeped in US history as segregation laws and slavery laws. In other words, if there were a law in PA that stated people of African descent could not use the same water fountains or public bathrooms that white people use, would Mayor Keller be a hero for upholding that law?

I have the highest respect for the law. We need laws and we need to follow laws. But every so often a law comes along that needs to be challenged, and in this case it's same sex marriage. What is going to be most interesting out of all of this is whether or not Keller is relected this fall. New Hope has a large gay community, but it's not all gay. And if Keller is relected it's going to speak loudly about where the straight community in New Hope stands on the issue of same sex marriage. Because it's one thing to say you support same sex marriage, but it's a completely different issue to actually support it.

Here's a letter to the editor from one local paper.

New Hope Mayor Keller brought disappointment and sadness to me this week. My life is peppered with many amazing and happy times in New Hope. I shake my head. One of the friendliest places to gay people in Pennsylvania has a mayor who refused to marry a gay couple. Amazing!

Why would someone support a law that is obviously unethical? I remember my father telling me the Army (he served in the Korean War) gave a soldier the option to not follow an order if the soldier felt the command was unethical and/or immoral. If Mayor Keller is for gay rights, then why would he morally or ethically uphold the current marriage law?


As a local official, Mayor Keller should call Gov. Corbett and ask him to stand down and bring down the state marriage law. He should be an advocate for gay rights and not against gay rights.

I was married in New York in July the week of the Supreme Court DOMA decision. My wish was to marry among my family and friends in Pennsylvania, but I could not. Mayor Keller of New Hope was given the chance to stand up for equality and change. He sat down and supported the current law. Amazing!

Now this is an interesting spin. In the same article I linked to above, this is mentioned.

Keller said he is one of about 350 mayors nationwide who have signed a letter by Mayors for the Freedom to Marry, and this week sent a letter to Governor Tom Corbett that said although he always will uphold his oath, " ... in my heart, I strongly believe same-sex marriage should be legal."

And this is how the New Hope Council responded. It's an online version of the newspaper, and I couldn't find another link. But I wanted to add the link becuase I know several of the people on the list are openly gay, and in long term relationships. One I've met at parties and she and her partner recently married on Cape Cod this summer, in Provincetown. In other words, she's legally married in MA, but not in New Hope, where she selflessly gives her time to work for the town of New Hope as a council member.

The following members of the New Hope Burough Council want the public to know that we support marriage equality and will do all in our power to put pressure on our state senator, state representatives, and Gov. Corbett to change the biased unconstitutional law banning same sex marriage. We are proud members of a town that supports diversity and equal rights for all. We will not stop our pro-active role until Pennsylvania supports marriage equality.















 
 






Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The Secrets Gay Men Keep From Straights..Really, Bud?.

There are, indeed, little secrets gay men keep from straights. And when I read the article to which I'm linking now I couldn't pass up the opportunity to write a blog post about these secrets. I wish I could agree more with the secrets mentioned in the blog post. But it's a great example of what I'm always trying to get across about gay people from my personal experience as a gay man who doesn't have a political agenda.

As gay men and lesbians get closer and closer to the mainstream they've often traded in their image as the queer radicals who started the Stonewall Riots for the milquetoast assimilationists who want to get married and have kids and put HRC bumper stickers on their cars.

In some cases I'm sure this is true. But what the author of the article fails to mention is that all these gay men and lesbians who seem so conservative were always that conservative and they were always there lurking in the shadows. It's just that they are now more visible than ever before as they mainstream. They are not, and they have never been radicals who have "traded in" anything, and not all would put an HRC bumper sticker on their car. In all fairness, the author also plays it very safe and states that not all gays are like this. But the overall impression the article gives is that most gays are like this. And I find that is simply just not true. At least it's not true in my circles. Maybe in places like New York or San Francisco, but not in what I consider most of real America...you know, those of us unimportant gays living in flyover states.

This quote is interesting:

There, I said it. Bottoming is fucking great. Yes, it hurts every time. Yes it is sometimes messy (Santorum is just not a candidate in Iowa). But it is always fucking worth it.

Frankly, I'd like to focus more on the political comment this guy made than the vulgar reference to anal sex. Here's a shock you won't see on gawker: not all gays hate Rick Santorum. They might not get him all the time. They might not like everything he says and what he stands for all the time. But they don't all hate him as much as the loudest radical gays do. I'm not political, and I don't discuss politics anywhere any time. I probably wouldn't vote for Santorum. But there are gay people who are conservative and have been pushed into corners and have been taught to believe that if they are conservative there is something fundamentally wrong with them. That's beginning to change. Trust me, I know quite a few gay conservatives who are not feeling this way anymore and they are becoming more vocal about it. So this reference that all gays agree on the same politics always amazes me, and makes me wonder about how presumptuous some people can be, because in reality one of the biggest secrets gays hide are there political opinions these days.

This little gem made me smile:

For those who don't know, poppers are an inhalant that is rather easy to come by in most adult book stores or gay leather shops. It's amyl nitrite and it's sold as "room deodorizer" or "video head cleaner" or some other preposterous bullshit like that. Homosexuals love this stuff.

So I'm supposed to love this stuff? Well let me tell you that this is NOT something I love, nor is it something I do ever. I did try it once, back when I was single and going to clubs all the time, and I thought I was going to die. It was the worst feeling I've ever had and I still, to this day, do not see what some gay men find appealing about poppers. I think I would rather look at nude photos of Joy Behar than ever do a popper again. I'd rather see muscial comedy or read a romance with a woman in a long red gown on the cover than inhale a popper. And I know plenty of other gay men who will back me up on this.

This isn't a topic I'd bring up in public anywhere, but since the author of the article wrote it I'm giving an example:

See the discussion about "power bottom" above, except the difference is, 99.9% of gay men love to suck dick. Therefore, if you call us a cocksucker, it says something more about you than it does about us.

No arguments here about the love of oral sex. However, if you call me a cocksucker in the wrong context, I'm going to kick the shit out of you. Now THAT'S a gay secret you don't hear often, the gay guy sticking up for himself. And I'll do it, trust me.

About gay celebs:

Straight people think, "Oh, the gays love Madonna and Lady Gaga and Kathy Griffin." Yes, it's true, but there is a class of gay superstars you don't even know about. You think gay people love Gaga?

Another myth all the way around. Kathy Griffin makes me gag...and I mean heave big time. Madonna I'm on the fence about. Lady Gaga is okay, but she'd do anything to get attention. No harm there; she's extremely bright. But she's also full of shit. Personally, this gay man would rather listen to rap music. And I know I'm in the minority there because I love rap music so much. But I also like some country, and some hard rock. This one is tricky because there are a lot of gay men who do like Madonna (I'm not so sure about Kathy Griffin) and Lady Gaga, but my point is that just as many don't like them. You just don't hear about those gays very often.

This one about having sex with straight guys made me laugh:

When homophobes always have a gay panic and say gay men "all want to have sex with me," someone will always tell them, "That's stupid. We don't want to have sex with you." That's true—because that guy is ugly. If he was hot, gay guys will want to have sex with him.

Not always true. The fact is that gay men are attracted to men but that doesn't always mean that because a guy, straight or gay, is hot a gay man is going to be attracted to him. Tony and I laugh about this all the time. He'll see a guy and say isn't he hot, and I'll just roll my eyes. I'll do the same thing at another time and he'll look at me as if I'd lost my mind. There are no rules for attraction, gay or straight. You're either attracted to someone or you're not. Frankly, I find Joel Stein to be one of the most attractive men on the planet and he is straight. But I don't find other good looking straight guys all that attractive. Gay men can also be attracted to women sometimes, too, and that's never discussed. The only reason I watch HLN News in the morning is because Robin Meade is so hot.

This one kind of shocked me a little:

What HRC and other gay rights groups would like to sell the straight public is that gay couples are just like straight married couples.

The author is talking about monogamy here, and multiple partners. I'm not even going to comment on gay couples this time. I'm zooming right in on the straight couples I know. Has this guy seen the divorce statistics with straight couples? He clearly never my met my ex-sister-in-law...emphasis on the EX part. There are just as many straight couples out there screwing around as there are gay couples. Tony and I have lived in our home for ten years. In that ten year time span we have one neighbor who has been through three husbands. We don't ask. We mind our own business. But you can't help notice these things, and I do have an inquiring mind. The sad fact is that half the people I know in relationships, gay or straight, are screwing around now. The good thing is that the other half isn't, so things aren't all that bad.

How about this one?

Straight guys always say, "It must be great to be gay because you can get laid any time." Yes, it's true. We can get it anywhere, anytime.

Oh yeah, sure you can...if you are into trolls lurking around at rest areas and state parks. The fact is, and I learned this personally from my single days when I used to cruise, I usually went home alone and frustrated every single time. The people who go to those so-called cruise spots are NOT people anyone wants to have sex with. At least I never did. So getting laid is NOT any easier for a gay guy than it is for a straight guy unless you are willing to lower your standards considerably. Gay guys can also get laid anytime they want if they are willing to pay for it...just like straight guys. But I've never paid for sex once in my life, and I don't see that ever happening in the future either. I have nothing against the concept of it, but I never liked the attitude of those who get paid for sex and think they have the upper hand. It never worked for me. And if I were going to pay for sex, my attitude would be I have the money and I have the upper hand, not you, cutie.

This is probably the only one I completely agree with. The author is talking about how gay men feel about drag queens and drag shows.

Drag queens are great! Some of my best friends are drag queens, and some of them put on great shows. But we see drag queens all the damn time.

I've never been a huge fan of bad drag. I like good female impersonators like the ones I've seen in Vegas. I like campy drag if the intention is funny. But as for low-end drag shows and lip syncing, I'll pass. And don't give me that double-snapping drag queen attitude if you know what's good for you. I have never seen it to fail. You take a nice quiet guy and put a wig and earrings on him and he turns into an obnoxious, loud mouth who thinks he can get away with anything. I've had more run-ins in night clubs with obnoxious drag queens than I care to remember, and I stay as far away from them as I can. That kind of attitude doesn't work with me, and if you think I'm bad you should see Tony go after them. It can be very entertaining sometimes.

I do think the article in gawker hit some points that aren't completely wrong. Unfortunately, it's just more of the same old thing we see far too often in the mainstream written about gay people. I know lesbians and bi-sexuals who feel the same way I do. I find that transgenders are the most misrepresented group of all time, and that's a shame. Because we in the lgbt community get tired of always being misrepresented and expected to be a certain way. The worse part is that this often happens from other people in the lgbt community who aren't as informed as they should be...or have a strong poltiical agenda they are trying to push. I've said it before and I'll say it again until my last breath: gay people are all different; just like straight people are all different. We aren't all attracted to the same things, we don't all agree on the same politics and religion, and we are not all the way we've been portrayed by the media. And that's probably the biggest secret we've been keeping all along.

Friday, June 14, 2013

Self-publishing: ISBN Numbers Vs ASIN Numbers

I've seen a lot of information on the Internet lately about what authors need for self-publishing, and one topic that never ceases to interest me are ISBN numbers and ASIN numbers. Up until I self-pubbed my first book, Chase of a Lifetime, I didn't know the difference. My publishers took care of all this and the ISBN numbers appeared magically. At the time, I didn't give it a second thought.

But there are a few things you need to understand if you are looking into self-publishing.

First, ISBN means: International Standard Book Number...this number identifies a book as unique. You can read the full definition here. It's the least complicated definition I've found.

And ASIN means: Amazon Standard Identification Number...this is the number Amazon uses to identify products. In the case of  Amazon books, the ISBN is the ASIN. You can read the full definition here.

In my case, with e-books I only want to release on Amazon, I don't have to pay for an ISBN. I don't need one. Amazon assigns me an ASIN and that doesn't cost me anything.

However, if I release and distribute a book anywhere else...like Smashwords...I need the ISBN. They won't recognize the ASIN from Amazon.

E-publishing services like Smashwords offer ISBN numbers when you sign up for a package, but someone is paying for it.

ASIN numbers are assigned to you through Amazon when you self-publish with them and they don't cost anything.

But once again, you can't use the ASIN number anywhere else. You can only use it on Amazon. I think that's an important point to repeat. With my new release, Internal Desires, I'm putting it up on Amazon for three months to opt into the lending program. I won't be distributing the book anywhere else for three months because this is an exclusive with Amazon. I love the fact that the ASIN number doesn't cost me anything and makes my life easier.

This is interesting, too. You can buy an ISBN through a place like Smashwords, or another option is to have a free ISBN assigned, but you must state that the work was published through Smashwords. It gets even more complicated. You can read more here. In most cases the cost is affordable, though. And to be honest that's what matters to me the most.

I have also seen other self-publishing services that will sell you ISBN numbers. The cost varies and I've raised my eyebrows more than once. So beware.

But there is a lot of information out there.

Bowker, a ProQuest affiliate, is the official ISBN Agency for the United States and its territories. The company is headquartered in New Providence, New Jersey, with additional operations in England and Australia.

You can read more here, where they go into a detailed explanation about self-publishing in general.

This is a great ariticle, too.

If I continued, I would only be repeating what others before me have said and written on the topic, but I did think it was important to point out the difference between ISBN and ASIN, especially for newbies who might be thinking of self-publishing...or even seasoned authors who would like to get their backlisted books out.

Now, as if that isn't enough. You don't need and ISBN or an ASIN if you are going to sell your book yourself. I've mentioned this before, how I think authors will one day be selling their own books on their own web sites and bypassing third parties altogether. This web site answers a few more questions.

If you are selling your book on your own, you are not required to have an ISBN. If you want to sell your book in bookstores, place it with distributors and wholesalers, and put it in libraries, you are required to have an ISBN on your book.


The ISBN not only identifies the book, but also the publisher. So if you have self-pubbed a book and a publisher acquires it the publisher will give the book a new ISBN.

It gets tricky sometimes. But I try to look at it in simpler terms, and I try to do this with posts like this one. I knew I needed either an ISBN or an ASIN when I self-pubbed my books because I wanted to distribute them widely, and I found the best and most affordable ways to get them. And that's all you really have to know about this for now. Don't let anyone charge you too much. And if you think it's too much money, check around.


Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Gay For You Big Brother 16; Bisexual R.J. Aguiar; 17 Gays Playing Straight; The Way We Almost Were by Ryan Field

Gay For You Big Brother 16

Every summer I post about the fact that I've been a huge fan of the TV show (and the game), Big Brother, and this year I saw something different happen on the most recent episode that I never expected to see...anywhere. There are two good looking male contestants getting to know each other. Zach Rance claims he's straight. And Frankie Grande is gay. They've formed a friendship that not only shows them bonding, but hugging, laying in bed together, and fondling each other in a way that's rarely seen with straight men and gay men.

 Zach, the straight one, said softly to his gay friend: 'Frankie, can you just like caress me.'

They then began to spoon.

Grande, the brother of singer Ariana Grande, and Rance are the season's first big 'showmance' and have given themselves the moniker of 'Zrankie.'

'I'm not gay,' Rance tells viewers. 'But the bond Frankie and I have is so genuine and sincere that I truly feel that he is my boyfriend.'

I have always said...even in my books...the relationships and friendships between gay and straight men are often highly underestimated. I made this very clear in my m/m romance The Way We Almost Were. I have a hot straight friend, too. We don't spoon and caress each other. But we really do connect in ways I often can't connect with other gay men. It's easier.

It should be interesting to see how this relationship ends up with Rance and Grande. On Big Brother no one is safe and the central theme of the game is all about how many lies you can tell and who you can stab in the back the most. It's a game, first and foremost.

You can read more here. The comments are interesting, too.


Bisexual R.J. Aguiar

This is interesting for several reasons. One, it's about a bisexual man and we don't often hear much about them. And two, because R.J. Aguiar is another rising you tube star and they keep popping up more and more lately. Three, he's adorable. Four, he's tired of being labeled gay.

"Yes, I’m a bisexual male," R.J. Aguiar says in a video published Monday. The 25-year-old is currently engaged to Will Shepherd, his fellow YouTuber and cofounder of the brand Not Adam and Steve. That relationship, combined with the couple's online visibiliy, has led to a seemingly endless stream of questions about the validity of Aguiar's orientation, he says.

I don't post about this often, but I have mentioned the issues bisexual men face all the time. I personally don't think it's fair. You can try to explain bisexuality until you're head is hanging sideways and most people still don't get it.

There's more here. There's a video where Aguiar is trying to "set the record" straight...at least that's what he's hoping to do but I'm afraid it might fall on deaf ears with some.

17 Gays Playing Straight

I'll admit that I'm often critical about the difficulties gay actors have getting straight roles in Hollywood, and I think that's partly because it's so hard for an openly gay author to cross into the mainstream with fiction. It's like starting all over again and anything you've pubbed previously doesn't count anymore. But I digress. Here's a list of 17 gay actors who do play straight roles with success.

Here's one:

10. Jonathan Bennett

This sexy actor is best known for his role as heartthrob Aaron Samuel in the iconic teen film “Mean Girls”. Sorry to say ladies but this guy just is not that interested in you. He is openly gay and has had a rumoured relationship with actor Matt Dallas.

Maybe I'm being a little too picky here, but I find the list accurate and yet slightly disappointing in some respects. If, and I really mean if without any insinuations, Tom Cruise were to hypothetically come out of the closet I have to wonder if he would ever get a leading straight role in the big feature film again. We're making progress thanks to the 17 actors listed here, but I still think we have a long way to go.

You can view the entire list here.

The Way We Almost Were
by Ryan Field


Amazon Review (I tend to stay away from reviews because I think they are for readers and not for authors, and this is the very first time I've ever seen this one.)

Sometimes I read a book I like, I love or I'm passionate about. And sometimes a book just lets me speechless, so happy and satisfied, and fulfilled, that I loose my words. This book by Ryan Field is one of them. I don't know what to say about the book if not that it is AMAZING. I read "A christmas Carl" by the same author and I loved it. But this book, "The way we almost were" is by far the best of Ryan Field's books. Thi is a book about two men who met in college, and the love they have shared for each other over the years. It is also a book about the importance of living one's life honestly and to the full.








Friday, December 20, 2013

Free Excerpt: Cowboy Christmas Miracle; Brian Boitano is Gay You Say; Boycott Russian Olympics

Free Excerpt: Cowboy Christmas Miracle



This Friday the free excerpt I'm putting up is from the release of my new novel, Cowboy Christmas Miracle, in the Glendora Hill series. It's 70,000 words in length, I set the entire story in a fictional town, Glendora Hill, in Texas Hill Country, and I wanted it to be more emotional than usual because the story involves a life and death issue with one character. It was hard to do because I wrote it in August during a heat wave. But this is the one that made the copy editor cry, so I've been told. As with future books in the Glendora Hill series this book is a stand alone, but this series will always be set in the same small Hill Country town and most of the characters will continue to return throughout the series.

You can find the book here, here (it's on sale @$4.99 there), and here. It's also up at most places where e-books are sold and I think readers have their own preferences nowadays so I just provide links I think might be most popular. I know I shop at the same places for books.

Here's the blurb:

In the little Texas Hill Country town of Glendora Hill, everyone decorates for the holidays as elaborately as they do for all seasons. Dr. Keith Elliot notices this his first night in town, and only moments after he also notices that his new neighbor, Judd, is the big strong cowboy of his dreams. But when Judd says something unthinkable to Keith after they make love for the first time, Keith throws him out and decides to focus on his new position at the Glendora Hill Medical Center and riding his new horse at a ranch outside of town. At the ranch, he meets Ben, another handsome young cowboy who just moved to town. Through a series of events between Thanksgiving and Christmas Eve over which Keith has no control, he finds himself falling deeply love with two cowboys at the same time. Then Keith buys the old firehouse on Main Street, his new best friend and landlord, Sebastian, develops serious medical issues, and Keith’s love life becomes even more complicated. When Keith and his two cowboys finally admit they all love each other, will they ever find the peace they all seem to want so much? And will poor sweet Sebastian get the medical miracle he needs so Christmas in Glendora Hill won’t be ruined that year?

And this is an excerpt in raw form that hasn't been published anywhere else but here. It's from chapter ten, where the main character goes house hunting because he wants to put down roots in Glendora Hill, and, he wants something very unusual.


It was evident to Keith that Kelly Williams had no intention of walking from the real estate office all the way up to the north end of town to the firehouse in those six-inch stilettos. So after she picked up the keys to the firehouse from a peg board, he followed her out to the back parking lot where she led him to a massive old white Cadillac convertible with the top down.

          As Kelly headed toward the driver’s side, he ran his palm along the windshield and glanced at the blue interior. “This is a great car,” he said. “It’s a 1963 Coupe De Ville, isn’t it?”

          She opened the door and said, “It’s a ’64. It was my late husband’s. I have a newer one at home, but I prefer to drive this one in nice weather. The top doesn’t work anymore and I keep meaning to get it fixed.”

          He sat down next to her and reached for the seatbelt. It was the old-fashioned kind, the type that only belted around the waist. “It’s in perfect condition.”

          She started the engine and said, “It only has fifty thousand original miles, too.” Then she put it in gear, hit the gas, and they jerked out of the parking lot so fast a gust of wind hit Keith and blew his cowboy hat right into the backseat.

          She drove so fast he didn’t bother to reach back for his hat until they reached the old firehouse. On the way, she waved at passersby, honked the horn, and barely missed one red light. Keith was amazed she could even see over the steering wheel. She’d held the top of the wheel with two hands and lifted her chin high. All the people they passed in town seemed to stop and step back when they saw her coming.

          When she pulled the keys out of the ignition, she patted the steering wheel and said, “She still drives like new, doesn’t she?”
          Keith reached for his hat in the backseat and took a quick breath. “Yes, she does, Kelly.” He was already thinking up an excuse so he could walk back to his truck.

          Kelly grabbed the keys to the firehouse and opened the car door. “You’re not going to like what you see. But it’s better for you to know than wonder. Follow me.”

          As they crossed the railroad tracks, Kelly pointed and said, “There hasn’t been a train through here in years. So at least that’s not an issue.”

          But Keith wasn’t paying attention to the railroad tracks. The first thing he noticed was the property to the right of the building, and how deep it went in back. It reminded him of the trail he’d been on with Judd yesterday, with green rolling hills, live oaks, and clusters of other trees that looked as if they’d been planted there on purpose. Yet he knew it was all natural.

          He also noticed there wasn’t a plant, tree, or shrub around the exterior of the building. The sidewalk leading to the front door was cracked and the grass had been neglected for so long anything that had overgrown had now matted into harsh clumps of brown. The building itself was red brick with white trim. The brick seemed to be in good shape, but the white trim was peeling everywhere.

          Keith glanced up at the massive garage doors that had once housed fire engines. He looked above the doors and noticed a round seal set right below where the roof arched at the highest point. He saw the image of a cowboy on the seal, riding bareback on a horse up on two hind legs in a dramatic way. Old buildings like this usually had flat roofs; this one had an A-frame, which he liked. He pointed to the round seal and asked, “What’s that?”
          Kelly looked up from the door and squinted. “I think that’s the old town seal,” she said. “It was designed by some famous artist, I think. But I can’t remember. I think his last name went something like Lexington.”

           Keith looked up again and said, “That’s an Arnold Lexington up there?” He’d been a fan of Lexington’s famous western artwork since he’d studied American fine art in college. Lexington was known for his vivid depictions of the Old West, Native Americans, and horses. Keith had never actually seen any of his work in person. That town seal had to be worth a small fortune itself.

          “That’s the name,” Kelly said, as she pushed the old front door open. “But it’s not Arnold Lexington. It’s Ashley Lexington, Arnold’s cousin.”

          He remembered reading about Ashley Lexington, too, who had never been as famous as his older cousin. His work wasn’t worth anything. But it didn’t matter to Keith. He wasn’t shopping for art. He was shopping for a home.

          Kelly went inside first and Keith followed. He glanced at the front door and had a feeling there was solid oak beneath all those layers of white paint.

          Kelly looked around and sighed aloud. “This is it. Not very impressive, I’m afraid.”
          The floor was concrete, the walls exposed brick. The windows on the sides of the building were all tall and thin. The exposed ceiling was so high Keith couldn’t even begin to predict its measure. He took a deep breath and exhaled. “I’ve never seen anything more prefect.” It reminded him of a million-dollar loft in an old factory one of his friends in medical school had shared with someone in Chicago.

          Kelly flung him a look and said, “Huh?”
          She clearly didn’t get it. He smiled and said, “It’s perfect.”

          “But the walls are just brick and the floors are concrete,” Kelly said.

          “I know,” Keith said. “I can just see these floors stained and polished. And you can’t find brick walls like that anywhere. It’s the look I’ve always wanted all my life and never thought I’d find.”

          As they walked through the rest of the building Keith kept seeing things he loved and talking about what he would do there. Kelly kept looking at him as if she was now afraid to be alone with him and shaking her head. Toward the back of the firehouse the ceiling became lower because there was a second floor back there where the firemen used to take naps. He couldn’t believe the iron circular staircase was still there, and intact. And when he saw the pole where the firemen used to slide down in emergencies from the second floor loft he almost started to cry. Nothing in the building had been touched, or renovated. There was even an old kitchen in the back that had the original gas stove and art deco refrigerator.

          Kelly figured after he saw the kitchen he would turn around and want to leave. But he just smiled and said, “I would have to renovate it all. But I love the open concept and can you imagine the dinner parties I could have here?” Best of all, though he didn’t mention this aloud, because the asking price was so low he would still have room in his budget to do the renovations without going into huge debt.

          Kelly snorted this time. “I can’t even imagine making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich in this shit hole.”

          This time Keith looked at her as if she’s lost her mind.

          “I’m sorry,” she said. “But I just don’t get it.”

          He laughed. “I know, but trust me. I know what I’m talking about. This place is a dream come true.”

          “Yeah, well, wait until you see this, honey.”  

          Then she gestured to the right of the kitchen to a set of more old wooden doors that had been painted with layers of white paint. She opened one door, stepped to the side, and said, “I think I should have shown you this part of the dream first. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

          Keith frowned and walked over to the doors. He looked at Kelly for a second, and then stepped into the room expecting to see something from a horror film. It was the only room closed off from the rest of the firehouse. Kelly seemed so repulsed by this room her lips twisted and she refused to actually look inside for any length of time. For a moment, he had a feeling she was getting ready to hold her nose.

          But when he walked into the room and he looked around, he pressed his palm to his chest and gasped. He held his breath for a moment and felt like pinching himself to make sure this was all real.

          Kelly laughed and said, “Pretty awful, isn’t it? A real shit hole.”

          He walked to the middle of the room and glanced all the way around. He wasn’t sure where to look first; he still couldn’t catch his breath. In one corner he saw a row of old white porcelain urinals, in another he saw stalls with toilets and doors that only went partially down to the beige tiled floor. The entire room had been tiled in large beige rectangles, from floor to ceiling. There were six old sinks lined up along one wall, a couple of metal towel dispensers, and all the original fixtures were still in place. He took a deep breath and found it even smelled like a men’s room. If there was such a thing as a gay God, he’d been looking down on Keith that afternoon.

          But more than that, to the left of the urinals he found a step-down shower room that had been tiled with the same beige rectangles. There were three showerheads each on three walls and he couldn’t help imaging all those big strong naked firemen taking hot showers together. He grew so excited he turned around, lifted poor Kelly up, and spun her around. “I have to have this place. What do I have to do to get it?”
          When he set her down she laughed and said, “You can’t be serious. Please tell me you’re joking.”

          He could see she wasn’t offended when he picked her up. In fact, he had a feeling she’d liked it. “I’ve never been more serious in my life.”

          She looked around and gestured to the urinals. “It’s a men’s room, dear God. There are filthy old urinals.” She spoke as if she were ready to gag and vomit.

          He wanted to say, “It’s a dream come true.” But he smiled and said, “I can make this one of the best homes in town. Just tell me what I have to do next.” He knew she didn’t get it. He knew she never would get it. But he also knew when he told Ben and Sebastian about buying this place, and when he showed them the men’s room, they would get it. And more importantly, it felt like home. And he now he would have enough property to build a barn of his own and keep Zabar there instead of at the Marshall Ranch.

          Kelly shrugged and said, “If you’re that serious, you put in an offer, give me a deposit, and I’ll present it to the town council. Then we see how they react and take it from there. But I have to warn you. They’ve turned down other offers because they want this building to remain commercial.”

          He smiled at the urinals again and said, “I’ll do anything they want. I’ll even put it in writing. I’ll open a small bookshop on the first floor and use it as a tax write-off. Just help me get this place.”

Brian Boitano is Gay You Say

Get my smelling salts again.

In keeping with the latest trend, figure skater Brian Boitano just came out..."as gay." That's right "as gay." Also in keeping with the trend, everyone who comes out now is doing it "as gay," at least that's how the mainstream media keeps referring to these disclosures. I'm really not trying to be snarky, or to take anything away from Boitano, but seriously. Was there ever any doubt?


"It is my desire to be defined by my achievements and my contributions," Boitano said in a statement sent to The Huffington Post. "While I am proud to play a public role in representing the American Olympic Delegation as a former Olympic athlete, I have always reserved my private life for my family and friends and will continue to do so."
 
"I am many things: a son, a brother, and uncle, a friend, an athlete, a cook, an author, and being gay is just one part of who I am," he continued. "First and foremost I am an American athlete and I am proud to live in a country that encourages diversity, openness and tolerance. As an athlete, I hope we can remain focused on the Olympic spirit which celebrates achievement in sport by peoples of all nations."

And now he's gay.

Again, I really don't want to sound snarky here. The coming out ("as gay") process is different for everyone and when Boitano was at the height of his career it wasn't the cool thing to do. But more important, it could have hurt his career back then. Even though he sounds a little cliche here I do know a lot of men who feel the same way he feels and I respect that completely. On the other hand, I'll be smiling a lot more when I see Tom Cruise (or someone as famous) just show up somewhere with a man on his arm and say nothing at all.

I'm still for a full boycott. What's going to happen is that we'll get through these Olympics without any incidents at all. Everyone we've forgotten about for years will get a lot of attention, make a lot of money, and hug and kiss to the point where they might have to call the Russian schmaltz police. But what happens to the LGBT people in Russia after the Olympics? Are things going to change for them or are Russian actors from bad Russian sitcoms still going to call for gays to be burned alive in ovens?

I wish I could be more optimistic about this. You can read more here, if you think it's necessary to do that.

Boycott Russian Olympics

I'm not the only one who still thinks we should stop playing games and just boycott the entire thing. John Grant and Lady Gaga both think there should be a boycott, along with many others. This article is about how Grant feels:

We recently spoke with Grant about everything from Woody Allen movies to collaborating with Sinead O'Connor to that Elton shout-out being "one of the greatest nights of my life." Additionally, Grant told us why he agrees with Lady Gaga that the U.S. is morally bound to boycott the Russian Olympics, but why it's important for artists to keep touring Russia despite the government-sanctioned oppression.  

You can read more here. As I've said, it's going to be interesting to see what happens in Russia with LGBT people six months or a year from now. A lot of people predicted the holocaust and a lot of people ignored them. I'd hate to see anything like that ever happen again in the history of the world.