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Saturday, October 7, 2023

Thanks to Expanding Encampments Denver Gay Bar Closing, Ryan Field Books

 Thanks to Expanding Encampments Denver Gay Bar Closing d

I used to live in a quiet little gay friendly town called New Hope, PA. We lived there for 30 years. We had gay bars, gay shops, and tourists came from anywhere between New York and Philadelphia for day trips and long weekends. 

And then we moved to Palm Springs, CA and discovered encampments. Encampments are where unhoused people take up residence and we have them all over Palm Springs. We live in a gated community so we don't have much of it right now. But almost anywhere you go in Palm Springs you'll find encampments. 

Apparently, there are encampments in Denver, too, and that's why the owners of a long standing gay bar are closing their doors because of these encampments. 

“We confirmed that 75% of you are visiting us less frequently with over 60% citing safety concerns due to the encampments,” owners wrote. “We have been injecting funds regularly into the bar just to keep the doors open while pressuring the city to take corrective action.”

Here's more. From a social perspective, it's an interesting. This is the first time I've heard of an encampment shuttering a gay bar. 




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“A wonderful story that I loved. The characters were well developed and strong. Gus: A sweet young man. Doing something for all the wrong reasons. Craig: his boyfriend, he’ll go along with anything Gus say. Henry: Gus father a no-nonsense man, who’s husband died last year. I enjoyed this story.”

Uncertainty by [Field, Ryan]

What readers said about “Altered Parts”
“Best Gay Novel In Years. This story will stay with you and you will feel you know every character and the beauty of their home in the mountains of North Carolina.”
In paperback or e-book. #gayromance #Wednesday

Altered Parts

Altered Parts by [Field, Ryan]


The Wizard of Pride




Monday, September 18, 2023

He Spent 40 Years Hiding the Truth About Himself, Ryan Field Books

He Spent 40 Years Hiding the Truth about Himself D

Don't by any means think this story is unique. It's emotional, it's relevant, and it's full of love. But I have seen this before with gay couples and it's still fairly common. 15 Years ago Tony and I experienced something similar. Tony was not out at work in corporate America...until a life threatening crisis forced him out. 

This article talks about how little we all know as gay teenagers growing up, and all the fears we have about being gay. It talks about two men falling in love at a very young age and lasting for the next 40 years. 

Sadly, one of the two died of dementia last year and the survivor was rocked. 

“The trouble is, for a lot of people who, like me, are approaching 70 or older, the negative experiences they had when they were younger are still there. It’s like going through some sort of crisis – you never forget it,” Parish says.

Here's more. It's a good story you won't find anywhere in the mainstream. 

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“A wonderful story that I loved. The characters were well developed and strong. Gus: A sweet young man. Doing something for all the wrong reasons. Craig: his boyfriend, he’ll go along with anything Gus say. Henry: Gus father a no-nonsense man, who’s husband died last year. I enjoyed this story.”

Uncertainty by [Field, Ryan]

What readers said about “Altered Parts”
“Best Gay Novel In Years. This story will stay with you and you will feel you know every character and the beauty of their home in the mountains of North Carolina.”
In paperback or e-book. #gayromance #Wednesday

Altered Parts

Altered Parts by [Field, Ryan]


The Wizard of Pride







Tuesday, August 1, 2023

FREE Gay Romance Book Excerpt: Altered Parts Book Two, Ryan Field Books

 FREE Gay Romance Book Excerpt: Altered Parts Book Two

I'm going to start posting more of these free gay romance excerpts in the future. Readers have been asking me and I've hesitated because there's so much going on in gay news lately. I like to post truncated versions of recent gay news, with links. Most of the time I'm learning something new, too.

In any event, here is an excerpt from my latest book, Altered Parts Book Two. After I published the first book in this series, I decided it needed a follow up. But I doubt there will be any more books to come. I was never fond of turning a book into a full series. Whenever you see that I have done that it was because the publisher requested it. 

Here's the link to Altered Parts Book Two and the blurb. The excerpt will follow. 

There's a brand new generation living on Buddy's Mountain in remote Western North Carolina and they are trying to hold on to as much as they can.

Unfortunately, they can barely keep the old General Store running at a profit and the old night club days are long over thanks to changing lifestyles and the Internet. Clive and Cass are twin brothers running things now, but mostly it's Cass. They are both direct relations of Joe Buddy Barnes and Clay Totten who once ran Buddy's Mountain in the 1940s as a safe place for gay, lesbian, and transgender people.

Although Clive had never shown much interest in living or working on Buddy's Mountain, he finds himself in a situation where he is forced to return home and accept help from his brother, Cass. Cass doesn't mind in the least. He's not only thrilled to have Clive back, he can't wait to start making a few changes.

In order to avoid a vicious realtor named Marta who wants to develop Buddy's Mountain, who was also the ex-wife of the man Clive was about to marry, they come up with a plan to save the mountain thanks to their housekeeper, Saoirse. It won't save them completely, but it will keep them from financial ruin for a short time. And they both know they'll have a great deal of fun doing it.

The future of Buddy's Mountain depends on clear strategy and good old fashioned hard work. It's not going to be simple either. There will be tears shed and hearts broken. But it all leads up to a happy ending for now.


Excerpt. This is from Chapter Two and it is G-rated. 


Besides, Clive was so devastated he could hardly function. He kept forgetting to eat and drink and he couldn't sleep for more than two hours at a time. The moment after they carried William's body out of the house, Clive phoned his twin brother, Cass, in North Carolina and told him what had happened. His voice shook; he couldn't form clear concise sentences. His brother listened to everything he had to say, and then he said, "I want you to go rest. As soon as I hang up this phone, I'm going to pack a bag, I'm getting into my truck, and I'm driving down to South Beach."

"I'm okay," Clive said. "You don't have to do that. I'll figure this out alone."

"I don't want you alone right now," Cass said. "I'll drive straight through the night and it should only take me about 11 or 12 hours."

Clive started crying again, and he nodded. "Okay. I'll see you later tonight. I'll wait up for you. Please drive safely and don't speed."

After he hung up with Cass, he checked to see that the household staff was dealing with wedding cancellations and clearing out the house. After that, he returned to his bedroom and climbed into bed. He didn't eat; he didn't sleep. He just remained there, flat on his back staring at the ceiling and wondering how it was possible that William could disappear from his life…from the world…that quickly. It didn't seem real and he wasn't sure how to process it. At that point, he had absolutely no idea that he would never figure out why this had happened and why he would have to live the rest of his life without William. He would simply learn to live with it.

He must have dozed off at one point in the middle of the night, because when he opened his eyes the next morning the sun was shining and his identical twin brother, Cass, was sitting on a chair beside his bed. Cass turned and sent him a glance. "How are you?"

He shrugged. "You're here. I'm not sure how I am." One of the most difficult things he learned how to deal with during this time was waking up. For a moment, and only a brief instant, he would wake up and everything would be normal and William would still be alive. He didn't have that awful feeling in the pit of his stomach and the world seemed normal again. And then reality would set in and it would all come rushing back to him. All the pain would overwhelm him.

"Well, let's get you up and into the shower," Cass said. "Then we can go downstairs and have breakfast."

Clive sat up and threw his legs over the side of the bed. He was still wearing the same clothes he'd been wearing the day before when William collapsed in his arms. "I can't eat. I can't even look at food. But a shower sounds wonderful."

"Then we'll have coffee and plain toast," Cass said. "I want you to have something in your stomach."

Clive just nodded and said, "Okay." He didn't have the energy to argue.

He was so weak he couldn't even remove his own clothing. Cass had to pull off his shirt, pull down his pants, and guide him into the shower slowly. When Cass realized that Clive was still in a daze, he just removed all his own clothes and he climbed into the shower with Clive so he could help him. Cass lathered him up with soft sweet smelling soap and he let the hot water stream down his naked body in such a quiet soothing way that Clive leaned his head toward Cass's chest and he started to sob. Cass put his arms around his twin brother and patted his back gently. He told him that everything would be okay and that he would be there for him the entire time. A moment later, he rinsed all the soap off Clive's body and helped him out of the shower. He dried him off with a soft white towel and helped him put on fresh, clean clothes. Although Clive could barely function at all, he would remember what Cass had done for him that day for the rest of his life. He would always be grateful.

Two days later, a small group of people gathered at the cemetery for graveside services and Clive sat in the front row of a small group of chairs that had been set up for the closest of family and friends.

Clive sat in between Cass and William's attorney. He noticed a few long time members of the household staff standing around them, and a few people he assumed had worked with William. The most Clive knew about William's business dealings was that he'd made most of his money in real estate and that he didn't like to combine his personal life with his professional life. William had always been so easy and so generous Clive had never felt the need to ask too many questions about his business. He also thought he had a lot more time to get to know more about William's business dealings after they were married. He never could have predicted he'd be sitting in front of William's ashes that morning.

It wasn't going to be a religious ceremony, and the funeral director stood up to say a few words. As he turned and stood in front of a black podium, a middle aged woman walking in between two younger men appeared in the distance near a large oak tree and they were heading directly toward the gravesite. The woman wasn't obese, but she was about 30 pounds overweight. She wore a tight fitting black designer suit, black pumps, and large black sunglasses. She had long thick hair that had been colored in 7 expensive shades of blond. And her purse looked as if she'd paid as much as Clive had paid for his black shoes. The two young men were attractive and they were both wearing black suits. But more than that, they were identical twins, with blond hair and large blue eyes.

Clive had never seen any of them before so he leaned to his right toward William's attorney and asked, "Who are those people? Do you know them?"

The attorney sighed. "That's William's ex-wife, but I'm not sure about those guys."

Clive blinked. "William has an ex-wife?" This was news to him.

The attorney shrugged. "You didn't know? I wasn't sure if William had told you, or not."

Clive blinked again. "No, I didn't know. I thought he was single all his life, and that he didn't have any family left."

"I'm sure he would have told you eventually," the attorney said. "They were only married for a year, and he never considered it a large part of his life. Actually, he ignored that part of his life as much as possible. They divorced when he came out of the closet and he gave her a very generous settlement to make sure she was taken care of for the rest of her life. I remember how generous it was because I was just starting out as his attorney, and I don't think they ever had contact after that. At least I never knew if they did. I never heard William mention her again."

The woman and the two young men stood off to the side and the funeral director cleared his throat to speak. Cass leaned toward Clive and asked, "Are you okay? Who are those people over there? The woman with the two guys?"

"Oh, you'll never believe it," Clive said. "I'll explain it later." The funeral director began to speak and there was no point in explaining it now. Clive cast a backward glance over his shoulder toward the woman with the two young men. She caught his gaze immediately and acknowledged him with a half-smile. He nodded at her, and then turned back to face the funeral director.

A few days later, William's attorney asked Clive to come to his office. The attorney was gay and he knew William's living situation with Clive and that made Clive feel a lot better. Of course they'd never discussed wills or anything even remotely related to that. They didn't even have a chance to get married, let alone plan out their estates. However, they had been together for almost 5 years and Clive figured William had left him in charge of the estate.

Cass went to the attorney's office with Clive and they entered the office and found William's ex-wife already there with the two young men who'd been at the funeral service. Clive walked up to the attorney's desk and gave him a look as if to ask why those people were there.

The attorney gestured to the ex-wife and the two young men and said, "Clive, this is Marta Kane, William's ex-wife. And these are her two sons, Levi and Torre." Then he introduced them to Clive and Cass.

Cass smiled and he took a seat on the other side of the Attorney's desk. Clive nodded at Marta, Levi, and Torre, and said, "It's nice to meet you. I didn't know William had been married up until now. He never mentioned anything about you."

Marta moved her shoulders as if she might shrug and said, "I'm not surprised. We had no contact. As a matter of fact, he didn't even know he had two sons. I never told him."

Clive opened his eyes wider and tightened his fists. "These two are his sons? You never told the man he had twin sons? Who does that? What kind of person are you?"

"I didn't approve of the lifestyle he'd chosen," she said, lifting her chin a little higher. "And I didn't want my boys influenced in any way by him or his sinful homosexual ways."

The young blond man sitting to her right that had been introduced as Levi looked at Clive and said, "We had no idea. Not a clue. And for the record, it wouldn't have bothered us that he was gay."

The other one named Torre said, "We're just as shocked as you are." Then he sent his mother a look and frowned. "Our mother is an unusual woman, to say the least."

"And we told you, mother," Levi said. "We’ve told you a million times that Gay men don't choose their lifestyles. It's not up for choice. It's like you didn't choose to be straight. You were born that way."

She seemed disinterested. She just rolled her eyes and waved her well-manicured hand. "Whatever. Not my concern."

It was hard to tell whether Levi and Torre were gay or not. With a homophobic mother like Marta it made perfect sense for them to still be in the closet, at least in front of Marta. Even though they were both about the same age as Clive and Cass, they'd clearly been raised in a homophobic environment.

Clive sent both brothers a glance and said, "It's a shame you never had a chance to know your dad. He was a wonderful man. You would have loved him, and he would have loved you. I think this might be one of the saddest things about his death: that he never knew he had two sons."

With that said, Marta sat up in the chair and squared her back. "Okay. Let's not drag this out, shall we. We're here for a reason."

William's attorney sent Clive a look and frowned. Then he glanced down at a file on his desk, opened it, and cleared his throat. "Obviously, William wasn't planning on dying so suddenly. I'm afraid there's nothing. It's an insolvent estate."

Cass lowered his eyebrows. "And what exactly does that mean?"

The Attorney looked at Clive and frowned. "William had debts and what's left will just about cover them. There's no money."

"You've got to be kidding me," Marta said. "He was loaded."

Clive leaned forward. "That can't be true. William was a very wealthy man. And very generous. We never had to worry about money. There must be something you're missing."

"I'm afraid not," the Attorney said. "He wasn't in bankruptcy but he was heading there eventually. He had just about enough money to cover all his debts. He kept going in this vicious circle for years."

"He never said a word," Clive said. "I had no idea. No wonder he was so stressed."

"He didn't want anyone to know," the attorney said.

Cass set his palm on Clive's shoulder and asked, "So that's it? There's nothing."

"Well the house in Coral Gables is okay," The Attorney said. "But there's no will. Against my wishes, William never had a will. He was superstitious that way. He thought if he had a will he would die."

Marta smiled. She spoke with an affected accent of some kind. "Irony."

"So that's why he was so eager to get married," Clive said. Clive hadn't been eager to get legally married. He thought they had plenty of time, but William kept insisting that if they got married Clive would have legal protections.

The attorney nodded. "Yes. He just didn't want to trouble you with all the details."

"So if there's no will, what happens now?" Marta asked.

"We pay off the debts with what money there is. And there's just about enough to cover everything. I'll itemize everything and make it all very clear so you can see where the money is going. The only thing left will be the house, which then goes to William's legal next of kin," the attorney said.

Marta smiled. "That's Levi and Torre. They're his sons. They're his legal next of kin."

The attorney nodded. "Yes, apparently, the house goes to Levi and Torre."

"What about me?" Clive asked. "We were together of 5 years. We shared everything. If he'd waited 3 hours to die we would have been married and I would be his next of kin."

The attorney shrugged. "I'm sorry, Clive. There's no way around this. Legally, Levi and Torre are William's next of kin and they get the house."

Levi looked at Clive and said, "Of course we want you to stay in the house for as long as you like. It's your home."

Torre nodded. "Yes, you can stay there as long as you want."

"Within reason," Marta said, with a sneaky smile. "I'm going to flip this place."

Clive sat back in his chair and his shoulders slumped.

Cass gave him a pat on the back and said, "It's going to be okay."

Clive was still in shock about William's death, and now this new turn of events with William’s awful finances made him feel numb, as if he couldn't even move his legs. All his plans, his entire future, had come to an abrupt halt. He was only working as a counselor at a suicide prevention clinic and he couldn't even afford an apartment of his own. And he was planning to go to law school that fall, and he wasn't going to work at all. In fact, William never wanted him to work in the first place. He claimed he liked knowing that Clive was free to go anywhere at a moment's notice. The only thing Clive had ever wanted was to make William happy. So Clive hadn't focused on a full time career, or on making a living wage, which had been one of the biggest mistakes of his entire life. Now he was about to pay the price.


Thursday, July 20, 2023

Italy Allegedly Removes Gay Mothers' Names From Birth Certificates, Ryan Field Books

 Italy Allegedly Removes Gay Mothers' Names From Birth Certificates

Just once I would love to see something like this trend on social media. I see things about Trump that makes no sense, I see things about the President that makes no sense, and just a moment ago I saw something about a man who once flashed his penis on the Internet. But I never see anything as important as this story trending anywhere.

In an attempt to crackdown on same-sex parenting, Italy is now removing the names of gay mothers from birth certificates. 

The Prime Minister's coalition doesn't even want the children of same-sex couples registered with state agencies. It's happening in some of Italy's most popular cities, too. 

One woman cried for 10 days after receiving the letter. 

“It was as if I did not exist,” Ms Leidi told LGBTQ+ Nation. “I suspect the government is afraid that a family that looks different, like ours, can be happy - maybe even happier, sometimes - as a traditional family.

Here's the rest. It goes into more detail about Italy's far right politics and how they target gay people. Ironically, in a recent poll it shows that 2 thirds of Italians allegedly support same sex parenting. 


Amazon Link 


 Uncertainty on Amazon


“A wonderful story that I loved. The characters were well developed and strong. Gus: A sweet young man. Doing something for all the wrong reasons. Craig: his boyfriend, he’ll go along with anything Gus say. Henry: Gus father a no-nonsense man, who’s husband died last year. I enjoyed this story.”

Uncertainty by [Field, Ryan]

What readers said about “Altered Parts”
“Best Gay Novel In Years. This story will stay with you and you will feel you know every character and the beauty of their home in the mountains of North Carolina.”
In paperback or e-book. #gayromance #Wednesday

Altered Parts

Altered Parts by [Field, Ryan]


The Wizard of Pride







 Amazon


Wednesday, May 10, 2023

West Virginia Basketball Coach's Homophobic Slur, Ryan Field Books

 West Virginia Basketball Coach's Homophobic Slur

This is just one reason why Tony and I do not live in a state like West Virginia. We made this choice consciously, and for very good reasons. We don't want to deal with people like this. I know it can happen anywhere, but it's more likely to happen in places like West Virginia. At least that's been my life experience. 

West Virginia University's Basketball Coach apparently made a homophobic slur and now he's apologizing for it...as they always do. He made the comments during a radio show. And you can't tell me that in this day and age he didn't know better. I find that hard to believe. 

The coach then replied, "What it was, was all those f-gs, those Catholic f-gs, I think."

Here's more. I mean really. That's pretty bad. He didn't know he shouldn't say that? The host of the radio show also made a few comments about trans people and so far he hasn't address anything. 


Amazon Link 


 Uncertainty on Amazon


“A wonderful story that I loved. The characters were well developed and strong. Gus: A sweet young man. Doing something for all the wrong reasons. Craig: his boyfriend, he’ll go along with anything Gus say. Henry: Gus father a no-nonsense man, who’s husband died last year. I enjoyed this story.”

Uncertainty by [Field, Ryan]

What readers said about “Altered Parts”
“Best Gay Novel In Years. This story will stay with you and you will feel you know every character and the beauty of their home in the mountains of North Carolina.”
In paperback or e-book. #gayromance #Wednesday

Altered Parts

Altered Parts by [Field, Ryan]


The Wizard of Pride




The Straight Pride Parade


 Amazon